Matrices

The cosmos delegates the job of knowing itself to us in form of discrete packets and we report back to it with what it already knows: it’s infinite and hence unknowable. A mystery.

The pictures are projected onto a flat screen where we perceive our three dimensional world via a two dimensional projection.

The consciousness is picture of whole reality with infinite dimensions without any breaks. The breaks are unconscious and there seems to be a mechanism by which unconscious becomes conscious. Does conscious also become unconscious? It’s infinite memory. If we were to combine together the memories of all conscious beings ever–it will only result in a fraction of what totality of consciousness is.

I studied Matrices and their multiplication for three dimensional matrices as used for representing vector quantities during my school. If we were to extrapolate these for cognitive model of reality: this even distribution of energy is cosmic microwave background. In fact the Cosmic Microwave Background regulates the heat distribution in the Cosmos. Entropy distribution in form of heat. If we were to take a picture of cosmos at any given moment: it will be an infinite matrix with countless number of rows and columns for countless number of dimensions. They all will have either 1 or 0 as their value at any given moment which would change in the very next fraction of time unit or moment. Countless such pictures put together make a continuous movement of reality. And it’s only from a viewpoint of limited agent imagining expanse of consciousness.

If consciousness doesn’t know itself fully: it means there’s unconsciousness. The awareness is complete reality. To have blind spots where it’s not really conscious might mean God taking rest. It’s unknown and mystery in the sense that it’s not a thing. Things are finite. Things are subjects of imagination and reality. Though sometimes I wonder where do we exclude imagination from reality since we use images to explore reality. Consciousness is a quality of reality like unconsciousness. Reality is both consciousness and unconsciousness. It’s aware of being conscious as well as unconscious. Light and dark. Ones and zeros. Knowledge and ignorance.

#cognition, #consciousness, #matrices, #reality

The Whole of Bliss!

At every point, In spacetime, The dance of energy, Is and isn’t, It’s a great mystery, The binary dance, Seems to have shaped computers, One is presence, It’s the being, It’s light, Zero is absence, It’s nonbeing, It’s darkness, Their switching and replacing, Each other is swift dance of some energy, Which is constantly moving, […]

The Whole of Bliss!

#bliss, #logos, #reality, #verse

Cleanliness Surveys!

1. The ripe Sun in Sagittarius is going to enter into Capricorn soon.

2. According to a news published in Dainik Bhaskar today: Chhatarpur district where i live and work has gained fourth rank in cleanliness survey.

3. First three ranks are by Indore, Jabalpur and Bhopal.

4. It’s kinda astounding isn’t it?

5. Out of the population of 2.15 lakhs 36K have given feedback.

6. I have not been to either of the top three ranking cities recently.

7. My standards aren’t very high. I can show you pictures from sewer line or ground just outside my house: which won’t get cleansed unless I take it on myself by literally working hard with my hands. The fields around aren’t much better.

8. This is one of the most clean colonies in this city.

9. It’s dirty. Gutka spitters are countless. It’s a punishable offence. Yesterday, at least 5 people spat showing me so that I may report it today: we are dirty.

10. I consider my voice to be more true than those 36K people. I stand by myself. Chhatarpur is a dirty town. Dirty city. We might be improving. It tells you what rest of the 52 cities might actually be like. Don’t trust cleanliness surveys. They’re mostly based on feedback given by people who are directly or indirectly benefitted by that.

11. Gutka sellers, eaters, spitters enjoy extremely. This is a matter of cultural pride. Those who silently pass by them are taken to be cows/fools/dogs. These majestic saahibs and saahibas are proud of their achievements. Yes, even women gutka eaters are significantly increasing. Why not? Women empowerment needs them to be equal in all departments including smoking, boozing and gutka shaking and spitting. Yay!!

12. You know about the recently published reports by me: one of them was littering by a group of grade three government employees inside Gandhi Smarak Nidhi Chhatarpur Madhya Pradesh: they had dustbin and yet they threw garbage around.

13. The other was: group of journalists. They also had dustbin nearby: they littered.

14. I didn’t collect garbage on both of those occasions and didn’t burn it just to publish scathing report on those two meetings. It’s case with most such meetings. They’re literatis. Educated people with access to literature. Educated people who know what they’re doing and yet do it. It was a public place where many such meetings take place. Same with demonstration by Youth Congress: they left candle packets for me to collect. I later burnt them. Not to report: just to cite another example: it’s young as well as old. We are not clean. Don’t go by feedback surveys. Don’t trust them. Improvement there might be: but not really: my standards aren’t too high. My bathroom, my neighborhood, my locality: they don’t look too different as far as cleanliness is concerned.

#471001-adds-to-4, #chhatarpur-rank-fourth, #cleanliness-survey, #jokes-on-air, #reality

Movie Recommendation!

1. My sibling was fond of “The Adjustment Bureau.”

2. I was fond of “Inland Empire,” by David Lynch and ‘Waking Life’ by Richard Linklater.

3. The first movie has been understood to be an actual representation of society. Kabbalists. The second and third movies go beyond that. Though the foundation remains : they encompass whole psyche: birth, death and dreaming (in-between). They interact with each other.

4. This post might look like me laughing the way Tom Cruise was laughing when asked about Scientology by a journalist…it’s fantastic! Hahaha! Just fantastic.

5. And yet…there’s no way out but Vallalar…

#hollywood, #logos, #movies, #reality, #recommendation

The boat and the aquarium!

1. The ship and the boat: As Rohan handed over a black and white paper to me-i was puzzled. I had promised to make a paper boat. I thought I had it in me. But I had forgotten. How easy to forget skills without practice and how very difficult to accomplish even simple things when you’re out of practice! I googled “how to make a paper boat?” The video showed it in four steps which were easy. How easy to forget Trecka. Trecka is 13. Trecka is trick. Trecka is matchbox.

2. Saaregama Padha neesaa: has beginning with ushma color “Saa” then the inner sounds: re, then touch thread “ga”: then “ma” which is also a touch sound and used in anusvara. I realised about an error made in a previous post as I was describing it to Piyush: Pralaya or the cosmic dissolution has Pra as initial letter. The touch color Pa with Ra which is inner sound : I misattributed the touch to water. Though it does contain the tanmatra(property) of touch- as every element following from the Absolute has characteristics of the previous elements. But the element of water has prime characteristic of taste. Whereas the touch is attribute of air. The cosmic waters being attributed to Prakriti or nature tends to make it give more elements of touch. Contact. Air. Marudganas. 49.

3. Ethereal shrine in Thillai or Chidambaram has element of sky in it: which doesn’t suggest lack of others but containing them in the seed form. In form of code. Codex. Sefer Yetzirah. The logos travels through air but it’s also present in the body of ethereal shrine.

4. The three modes of nature give birth to: gods and senses; mind and sky respectively. Gods and senses belong to waking reality: the mind to dreaming and the sky to deep sleep. Vaishwanara. Taijas. Praagya.

5. However: the mind belonging to energy or dreaming is made of inner organs: mind. intellect. psyche. ego. Shakti dancing in form of Pradyumna, Aniruddha, Vaasudev, Sankarshana.

#ambrosia, #ethereal-shrine, #logos, #mind, #reality