Shabbath Tohu!

1. Shabbath: 21.11.2020: 3—>9.

2. Root number is 3. Jupiter in Hinduism. Mercury being lord of the third sign: Gemini. Twins. Ashvinikumars. Nara-Narayana.

3. The skandhas or heaps: for the witness are taken from number 3, 12, 21 and 30 and placed above in the numbers 9, 18, 27. We are inside the calendar. Deity: Kartikeya. Murugan. Skandhaguru. Peacock. Feathers. National bird of India.

4. Saturn. Seth. Shiva. Keeper of records. Sat. True. Pure. White. Farming. Labour. Hardwork. Persistence. Common man. People. Sefer Yetzirah. 10 sefirods. Dashavatar. The man model. Deuteronomy.

5. I played 12 vocabulary jams on website They began on 20.11.2020 and ended on 21.11.2020. Here’s a summary of my scores:

Ranks: jam 1: 5th |80 players |

Jam 2: 2nd | 80 players|

Jam 3: 10th |80 players|

Jam 4: 1st | 80 players|

Jam 5: 1st. |76 players|

Jam 6: 2nd |88 players |

Jam 7: 1st |55 players |

Jam 8: 1st |79 players |

Jam 9: 6th |76 players |

Jam 10: 3rd |72 players |

Jam 11: 2nd |50 players |

Jam 12: 2nd |64 players |

6. Anirudh, B. Leaves, Claire G and Muhammad were some other top scorers.

7. I was thinking about grace I received in my school and college. I scored first ranks only in the 8th and 12th class Madhya Pradesh board examinations during schooling. And in the 7th semester in college in Oriental Institute of Science and Technology Bhopal in 2007. In the sixth semester: the digital signal processing paper was out of syllabus. I passed with grace of 6 marks.

8. Heaps or Skandha system of Hinduism is present in Buddhist allocation scheme of poisons to nectar(wisdom). A journeyman or a pilgrim finds numbers to be easier. Numerology or Deuteronomy. Colors.

9. I see no difference in the core values of Jewish mysticism, Hindu mysticism and Sikhism. Guru Nanak Dev Ji in his morning prayer book Japuji talks about numerous sections and beings. The book is called Guru: the teacher. Dispeller of darkness. Even omkara of Hinduism was made 13~. Which is 13.1414…. and so on. He was a divine singer. He was born in a Vaishnava lineage of Rama: the ruler of Ayodhya.

10. Rahu or the demigod which is cosmic axis is a mystery. It has been used for Raah or way in Japuji. Its seed is Raan which is present in Shri Sampradaya Ramanujacharya mantra as well.

11. Middle age saints like Ramananda, Kabir, Nanak, Raidas, Meera, Daadu, Paltoo and Senna opened their way via Surati Sabd Yoga to all classes of people. Like Rahu stealing ambrosia from gods in Hindu mythology. Like Robinhood. Is Rahu the shade maker Rama as per Jyotisha?

12. Rama is Sun as per Jyotisha. Rama is most popular deity in Hindu Vaishnava system. The seventh incarnation. Balaram was eighth as per Dhubela museum archives. Buddha or Shakyamuni was a contemporary of Mahaveera Vardhman and 9th incarnation of Vishnu.

13. The answer to the puzzle in the 11th: Rahu moves anticlockwise. Towards left. For example: its present sign is Taurus. it was present in Aries before it. North node of Moon moves towards North. Left relative to Sun. East. Tradition.

14. Those saints worked for liberation of masses against oppressive regimes. Like Gandhi. Therefore they chanted Raam. They all chanted Raam. Raam. Ramaa means Laxmi. They represented the third Reich. Ananda or bliss. The ambrosia. Victory over death. Sundaram. Rum? No. Giza-e-rooh.

15. ” I will give you the water which would quench your thirst forever.” Either Joshua Ben Joseph or Saint Paul said so. Jesus lived in India according to some. We are using AD system of numbering for most practical purposes: 21.11.2020 or 21.11.20 for computers or smartphones. San means penance. Passion of Christ. Sanak. Sanandan. Sanatan. Sanat Kumars.

16. Have we reached the golden age envisioned by Pandit Shriram Sharma Acharya and APJ Abdul Kalam?

17. You need to answer the question in 16th. I have this smartphone. Ambrosia in my mouth. Music in my ears. A room inside which I can write. An ailing old woman nearby and…

18. A Tohu Verse to celebrate my today’s haul in vocabulary jam which has words mostly from the jam.

19. Easy Tohu:

Promenade Prometheus us

Lemonade leman Leonardo

Prom mall pall

20. Difficult Tohu:


21. Key for difficult Tohu:

1. Dugout

2. Stylus


Whether Rahu the demigod holds the office of Atmakaraka or not is upto experts like Sanjay Rath and K. N. Rao to decide. I feel Mars is Atmakaraka right now.

Post Script: I have made 50 posts on Blogger’s World since regaining my author access. I thank you all and Pam.

#13000-days, #2500-days, #6400-days, #claire-g, #guru-nanak-dev, #japuji, #mars, #mythology, #saturn, #shabbath, #taboos, #tohu

In the end was the end!

1. I recently commented on Garima’s and Tea Turtle’s poetry blogs. Garima shared a poem by Shivmangal Singh Suman, a Hindi poet I read in my childhood and another nostalgic poem has an image which is serene. Tea turtle blogger has some nice musings of existential nature.

2. I walked upstairs and played vocabulary jams on which I scored 1412 ranks. Not as many as yesterday. I don’t see many familiar faces over there. Soon I am going to change my ID to 12 as the twelfth month of this year begins.

3. I had some rest after plenty of work. I read a Chinese press release news article which is a joke. There are jokes and deeper jokes. Interest accumulated over time. This is all life is about: feeling meaningful and significant by creating it. Existentialism.

4. I spent plenty of time in library today. About 3.5 hours. Sweeped the floor, burnt the garbage lying outside and saw the pictures of a book on birds. The last time I passed through that drawer : I had read the book. The Magpie Robin greeted me as I was going to hang the key back on hanger.

5. The seventh almirah is same no matter if you count clockwise or anticlockwise. Seventh houses Saavitri by Sri Aurobindo. It also houses Japuji. The Life Divine: I read in Pune, Maharashtra first. My vocabulary wasn’t enough large to comprehend Sri Aurobindo’s masterpiece then. I tried. It was the first book I got issued from this library in 2018. I sat under the mango tree when two of them came with axes. And black pipes. I was killed. It rained. It rained too soon as a lizard was seen on another mango tree. I went to the shade of iron pillar. I read another book by Khalil Gibran under that shade: the next thing you know: the electric wires in field were blown up by a storm. The electric department hyperions came. An insect had died on my lap. It was soon revived. Who would have believed that I had power to revive deads?

6. We all have the power to revive deads. It’s called ‘kindness.’ It’s called compassion. Dr. Sarvepalli Radhakrishnan was first education minister of independent India. I read his ideas on Buddha today. Yesterday it seemed it was revealed: Buddha, the Shakyamuni was defeated by goddess Kali who presides over the age of Kali whereas Padmasambhava or Vallalar won over her by being wiser. Each one of them were products of their times as far as wisdom is concerned.

7. There were way too many people on my way back. If you follow laws: more laws are brought into light. Would you believe if I tell you: I was shown an empty bag in advance (they knew about the theft) of cement. Today morning’s newspaper (Dainik Bhaskar: Chhatarpur) reported about theft in a cement shop yesterday. I see the cement plaster being done on this house’s second storey wall. The suggestion: the cement is stolen: like other stuff. It’s because I had written about meritorious thieves. Everyone spits: to prove that they belong to Ku Klux Klan and everyone has borrowed money from someone or the other. Fast track hearings.

8. The event on poha stall was orchestrated with samosa thread. Will it ever hurt me? Why would you create a memory with a food item? Because my writing hurts you? I would never understand people fully.

9. The familiar Dolly’s father asked me to wait on his stall as he went to get change of five hundred rupees. There appear some people: one of them looks at all the samosas to tell you that you’re not supposed to walk with a straight spinal cord. You’re not supposed to look into eyes of boys or girls as you walk. You should look downward. You should fear group of people: police, shamans, mafia and so on. Same pathetic shit everyday. Can’t we even joke? Yes, you can make jokes. Sit one-on-one with me for an hour or two. Tell me all the jokes you know without goons around you.

10. You fucked too much to populate earth and now somehow I am responsible for every theft, earthquake and law. I am Corona and I am liberation. I am alpha and Omega, theta, beta, gamma and all in between.

#13000-days, #goons, #logos, #pure-gnosis, #samosa


1. 6122020: Sunday. Venus. Uranus.

2. Moon is Atmakaraka. Worship mother.

3. A planetary war between Mars and Venus, masculine and feminine is ongoing.

4. Jupiter owns Mars whereas Saturn owns Jupiter.

5. Ashlesha means that which doesn’t get attached or engaged. Nagas.

6. In Japuji, there’s a refrain which uses: “devotees always have development (Vikas)-the word destroys sins and sorrows.”

7. Kripal Singh ji translated it in English thusly:

His devotees live in perpetual ecstasy for word washes away all sins and sorrows.

8. As you can see: the translation he has done for the word vikas is ecstasy or bliss. Ananda.

In the end material and spiritual are seen as one and the same. Unless his translation is erroneous.

#13000-days, #ashlesha, #japuji, #logos, #vikas

Narayan Narayan!

1. In my darkest nights: once I saw a dream. It was a horror house. A bhoot bungalow as Jai Tripathi apprehended clearly.

2. Anyone going to play would never come out of it.

3. Anyone going for work might come out of it.

4. I was there with a friend. I was terrified.

5. It was one of the worst nightmares.

6. When my heart stopped in duplex and I showed it to Satyam in Mahaveer colony: we heard announcement of Airport authority of India hiring inside stadium. I went with Satyam. My head was bursting. I couldn’t enter inside. A boy appeared who upon being asked told his name as Vaibhav Choubey and address as Galla Mandi. I once stopped in Galla Mandi. The rain wasted grains of wheat. I went to Raja uncle’s house. The fire ritual. Making of earthen Lingas. We heard a similar announcement today: Shri and I.

7. Many years later: I had seen many seasons. I was back to Choubey Colony house. I was cleansing the ground and Umang as well as his friends began playing Cricket outside this house.

8. First arrived Vaibhav. They named him Academy. His counter was Naman who was friend of Satyarth. I now realize: neither those friends were right in mocking him as academy nor I was right in once thinking that academy students were better than me or Satyarth.

9. Satyarth or Naman were Eklavya of Mahabharata. Vaibhav and academy represent Pandavas.

10. Just ask me how many times I had to give my thumb in gurudakshina.

11. I had another dream just before I was employed by Sampat: Vaibhav’s grandmother. It was about a lord Ganesha temple. His color was yellow. Very few could reach those heights. I felt a strange synchronicity as I saw many toys in his house along with Ganesha images. Similar to me: he had run away to Harpalpur. I once went to Harpalpur with Raja(Prashant) but he went with a dream to become a cricketer.

12. He was born in the year I gained perfect Samadhi: 2007. On July 11. I checked his horoscope and found his yoni to be Ramses: an immortal.

13. Strange as it might seem: I found a friend in him. I felt as if I had found Kuldeep Shukla of Maria Mata again who befriended me in class fourth. We together dominated the class as nerds. Hypermetropia is the word he chose. He gave me Myopia. We were parrots. Shukadev. Shukla. Singers of praises of Dancinglightofgrace. Rekha madam- the librarian had asked us to learn words.

14. I asked Sampat the meaning of the name Vishu: she went to Vaishno Devi many times for pilgrimage. It was short for Vishnu. Both Vaibhav and Sampat meant wealth. Va is antastha whereas Sa is Ushma color.

15. Once he took me to the attic for lessons. He jokingly said to his cousin sister: “he’s my father.” He knows and I know how that is true. Perhaps some others do. It was first concrete understanding in afterlife experiences.

16. There: a flash displayed this image. An image I was so fond of: Mahavishnu behind him and he being my teacher while I was the student. My grandmother always tried to tell me stories of Ganesha being Krishna. When I had that magical experience in this house in which I had returned from Mahaveer colony for rescuing my sibling : the father and mother were past and future. I was the present. I was Krishna and Ganesha. Compassionate logos.

17. With the second floor building of this house: it was revealed to be confirmation of that dream.

18. I had another such dream in 2012. Satya Prakash was taking me to attend a ceremony to Arvind uncle’s house. I saw a white light covering my vision. Somehow I went beyond spacetime and light crystallized to become the destination.

19. Same thing happened to Piyush Patel last year as his father was driving. I told him that Raman Maharishi’s experience was similar as he was returning after taking oil bath.

20. 2012 dream of my reaching was for NASA like scientific lab. It was rich. I reached here. You don’t get what you dream. Reality is just that: reality.

21. I was trying to enter stadium in 2016. Now I am practicing bowling. Dreams fulfilled.

22. Merits do matter: was the constant suggestion by Satya Prakash and Vandana. Today: Dhaniram was carrying a yellow paper and Satya Prakash was carrying a white paper. They represented : Yellow for Ganesha. White for Vishnu.

23. A couple was walking ahead of me. The wife had vermillion in her head she was ordinary looking but healthy. The man was handicapped but handsome.

24. It was orchestrated.

25. I am telling you: Kesariya people are dangerous people. Don’t mess with them. Yeh to ghar hai Prem ka khala ka ghar naahi.

26. I am telling you: kabbalists are dangerous people. Don’t mess with them: Sonam aunty walked by my side. The incense sticks were named “Mannat” today. Sonam company. How do they do that? Waah Waah! She has pain in knees. I also have pain in knees. Waah waah! I saw Prajapati uncle from roof this morning after his walk. He knew about my death when Shiva Mangal uncle placed a fire for mosquitoes outside his house. Who keeps the records? Waah waah.

27. God is not your uncle is Jewish saying. Just do it: read the tshirt of kesariya boy : matched with the girl who wore one with similar writing.

28. How many deaths before you begin dreaming? Asks Aakriti Kuntal.

29. Just one is the answer.

30. Narayan Narayan.

31. Marriages are made in heaven. Matches are made in heaven. My maternal grandfather was in this business. They’re like play of gudda and gudiya. I never gave my consent for marriage. I thought I saw Aradhana on way. I don’t like obese women or men. I like myself the most. I am a freelancer. I am independent. I am honest. Tathagata. I jerk off whenever I can. I love watching porn. I love playing Cricket. I like walking and running and music. I love beauty. I love truth. I love myself and I absolutely hate aging, decay and death. To Vallalar and Manikavacchagar. Satyam. Shivam. Sundaram.

#13000-days, #6400-days, #ramses, #vaibhav-choubey-galla-mandi


1. The constellation of Virgo is descending to give place to Libra. I just read a post by a fellow blogger who visited some lake in Michigan.

2. Three of the girls in one of the pictures are wearing cap. One of them has ponytails. The man who i assume is the blogger and photographer is also wearing a cap.

3. i am wearing a cap as i am writing this post. i saw a video on Twitter. Natarajan_91 was given a cap by Virat, the captain of Indian cricket team. He took the first wicket in the only match India won against Australia in the series they won by 2-0.

4. The cap number is 232. If we were to begin a number tasting blog or a series of posts. As an immitation of Sesquiotica: the word tasting notes:

5. The numbers add up to 3. In search of beauty. In search of symmetry. In search of harmony.

6. Three is protected by two twos.

7. Three might mean: the father, the son and the holy ghost. It might mean Brahma, Vishnu and Mahesh. The second is Vishnu. The third is Mahesh.

8. Dravid used to bat at number three for many years. He might arguably be the greatest number three from India ever.

9. Three might look like Omkara. U is fifth syllable in Hindi alphabet. It indicates prosperity. Shri amounts to 9. It means credit or prosperity.

10. Jupiter is debilitated with Saturn being in its own sign. The conjunction indicates christlike consciousness descending. Integral Yoga by Sri Aurobindo. Ardra is a constellation ruled by Rahu: the North node of Moon.

11. They trekked 11 miles. 11 are Rudras in Hindu pantheon. The eleventh month is over. Today it’s a sad memory of Bhopal gas tragedy. My classmate Mukesh Mehta had his birthday on this day. I am no longer in touch with him. He was academically bright. My condolences to all those who had to suffer.

12. I played 20 vocabulary jams on My ranks were in following manner:

1: 7 times.

2: 6 times.

3: 3 times.

4: 3 times.

5: once.

The order of ranks generated this string:

42251122111313442312(add upto 9)

I think: there were players who played well: like Shridhar, Nayak, Grace G. etc. Googuardian? Who’s she?

Undoubtedly: Grace G. has been the top scorer since they came to play jams. Stephen and PC also play well. I need to improve my reaction time to be able to score better than Grace G. I can do that if i don’t multitask and keep playing regularly. My identity is 12. You’re invited to contest with me whenever you can play.

13. I kept reading and commenting on some verses on WordPress reader once i reached beyond 10 jams. Lia wrote a verse on Orion. The picture was beautiful. Another verse spoke about a tree. The supreme court asks about not cutting trees for some new road. Krishna is the name of the road. The dark matter. The age of Kaali.

14. Here’s a Tohu verse generated by culling words from jams:


15. How does it all relate with my class yesterday afternoon? Shri arrived to attend class by 12:10 PM. Her hair were fragrant with shampoo. She was making a ponytail. We played vocabulary quiz on Free Rice. We played maps quiz. We also played flags quiz. We contributed a total of 830 grains. I scored 90 grains more than her.

Prior to playing jam, i asked her about her trip. Her excuse for disappearing without notice was as flimsy as her excuse for not having read the blog post which i did on twenty forth of November to honor her sketching. Her sketches i know. I had examined her sketchbook thoroughly. The one where she made a cloud. She signed a poem written by Kedarnath Aggrawal. She’s still not able to tell the meaning of words from that poem.

I asked her about the trip. She went with four people. It seemed like she was abducted. Sevagram, Vardha has a 100 acre campus compared to 40 acres of Gandhi Smarak Bhavan, Chhatarpur. It was a more than 24 hours long trip. She doesn’t know what was the cost of tickets.

New Taaleem has plenty of Islam in it. Farming is old. So is organic farming. There’s nothing new under the Sun nor over it.

She told about prayers which are done in many languages in Sevagram. A trainer named Jalandhar Bhaav lost his left hand’s index finger to a thrasher. He’s Leonardo Da Vinci of Sevaagram.

16. I was shown a dream by the agency which creates dreams. The dream had lizards, guns, a path shown by the secretary. The path obviously meant plenty of space: comparable to what it was in my childhood days when i used to play Cricket.

17. Dreams are dreams. Reality is reality. Vallalar is reality. Gandhi is fiction. Shri appeared for two days with a book(magazine) called Gandhi-Maarg. I understand it better than Gandhi understood it himself. Why should i walk a path where a seeker meets with a bullet?

18. “No violent man dies a natural death.” It’s the word of Laotzu. If words are true: Vallalar reached in 1874 where nobody else had reached. Nobody reached there after him. Vallalar’s path was for Vallalar. Your path is for you. If you must choose models: choose the best: like Claire G. Or Sir Donald Bradman.

19. Jidddu would have known if he really dissolved the order of star. Glaucoma and the last 11 days of pain. I don’t know what happened in Ojai valley. How he earned his living. He lived more luxuriously than UG or Osho did. He had a 12 cylinder engine but pure body of gnosis and bliss eluded. Why?

20. “Realized men i have seen many but liberated: none; ” was the statement in IAMTHAT. Where did Nisargadatta go? Where did Maurice go? Where did Ramana and Vallalar go?

21. Gandhi Maarg is definitely not for me. Vivekananda Maarg is also not for me for sure. Nor the Maarg created by Hare Krishna prabhuji. Neither left, nor right, nor middle, East, West, North or South. None of it. I will know when I am free from fear, aging, death, decay and darkness. Christ and Krishna are models like Rama. As good as Batman or AS.

22. 3122020. Jupiter. Mercury. Gemini. Twins. 1. First order plus third order. 31. Third order being prevalent over the first order. Current. Saturn owns Jupiter. Truth reigns.

23. The satnaam written on entrance of Gurudwara Chhatarpur had no halanta to the last syllable like one written outside Gaya Prasad Singh entrance on plastic furniture shop with Guru Nanak Dev Ji picture.

24. Ravneet said: “my God would do…”

The rest of the string had many words but my mind had stopped working after hearing it. The reason: one true God, I am that. I asked her. She felt offended by my attitude. At first i thought she was definitely out of my league being so handsome. But the very next day she spoke to me. Then she often took me for coffee, kissed me on my left cheek and even went on a trip with me. She was the kindest among all (girl) friends i had.

She kissed me because she was dancing with Saurabh in the rain and i was an easy target. I would have written an article at max or gifted her with chocolates. Now she’s safe. That’s greatest of my romantic achievements: a kiss on my left cheek by a damsel. On a bus full of Bengalis: followed by a hard-on. The bus was returning from the Marina beach. The second biggest beach in Asia. When the boys were doing jala-keli with damsels I was fighting hounds which were fed fishes on a regular basis. I was on my own. Trying to hear the sea and scribble my ideas down after I had heard enough of rain and Enrique Iglesias. Nothing changes.

#13000-days, #2500-days, #6400-days, #dancinglightofgrace, #vallalar


1. As predicted : post elections: the checking on masks is severe. Now you would be fined if not wearing a mask. I have a loan of 1300 rupees on me.

2. It’s being done because of the community spread.

3. What has this world come to? Election to election. Tax to tax.

4. Taxeme meme xoime raceme.

5. What will happen today?

Will I get to bowl in Shatabdi? I am perfectly healthy as proven by my endurance arts training. I walked about 8 kilometres towards Gathewara last evening.

I can bowl ten overs at stretch.

Is it not enough?

Should I call the doctor? Tetsuo?

Should I watch the grave of fireflies again?

What has this world come to in the end?

6. Not a lockdown but a law in which you need to look like muslim women or pardah tradition following women of ancient times. And those forcing the law are also following it in the name of Ramnath Kovind the husband of the nation. Is it democracy or dictatorship?

7. You elect these people to force laws on you.

8. These are meritorious thieves. They don’t care about your safety but only about their bank balance.

9. Orange restaurant has been changed into Food Mantra restaurant. The Pooja restaurant has shifted its place from being adjacent to hotel Om Sai Ram to Southern side.

10. Now Mercury is Atmakaraka.

11. It’s humane to try to protect yourself. It’s inhumane to do this sudden imposing of taxes in the name of an imaginary disease.

#13000-days, #6400-days, #law-of-the-land

Running and Bowling!

1. The Sun has been playing hide-and-seek behind clouds since morning. I did bowling action 75 times. Enough of running for a day.

2. Here we have stalls for crakers. Novel and his younger brother were spotted playing Cricket with their father. I don’t think the younger one would have recognised me.

3. Now Sunlight feels like much cherished treasure which creates nectar of immortality on my tongue. I saw a kingfisher diving in the air and yet the picture isn’t as clear as it was needed to be.

4. I can play some vocabulary jams for now and later play free rice. Couple of people on bike asked me a strange question: shop number 3.

#13000-days, #2500-days, #6400-days, #bowling, #logos, #running