ADDICTION

I’m so addicted to pain and suffering that when things are going well in my life, I feel like I’m going through withdrawals and self-sabotage my happiness. Negativity is soothing, crying screams comfort. When does this feeling end? When positivity takes over, I run to the nearest hater and let their words engulf my world and bam! I finally feel at ease with the things I hear. “Slut, Whore, home wrecker, loser!” I guess its only right that my husband left me for my much prettier sister. Momma always said I wouldn’t amount to much and momma loves me, right?
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